Dad came by today. All he did was swear and bitch about how fucked up I am for 5 minutes, say hi to sage and then leave.
Jealousy and assumptions - at an all time low. Maybe I’m healing…
One day Ill find someone to listen to my prattle. Til then I talk to myself and send it to the digital world.
Digimon for lyphe.
Take your tunnel-vision, motives, your single Googled article, your arrogance and your inconsiderate self…. somewhere away from me. Cuz it’s offensive.
I don’t deserve it anyway
I don’t even know what to do anymore. He goes out every day. Drinks every day. Bumming off his friends cuz he has no income. And he still finds the need to take my 6 pack and bottle of wine that I could barely afford. I just wanted one thrill this month and he fucked it. I swear he doesn’t give a fuck about me.
Millions of mothers in the world, Napela. You weren’t special to begin with. Not that he . but if he . he .
Fuckin fuck I’m still fat
My gardenias are bloomin’.
Oatmeal and Berries
180 lbs lost and still. This is my last 12 months being obese. Idgaf. Unorganized, undisciplined, unbalanced, unhappy fat person be gone!! For me n for Sage. I refuse to let him turn out like me.
Feeling randomly fantastic today. I feel like it’s gonna be a good day. I’m gonna feel like this every day.